Can my night get any worse? I just was led to believe that my sister was dead. No one would confirm or deny. What do u do in a situation like that? I even had that feeling, that u get, when someone that close to u dies. That blankness. It could only be understood by someone who has gone through it. It was very familiar to me. I wasnt sad, i wasnt mad, i wasnt happy, i wasnt anything. I was blank. Now what?