How can one person...be the one who makes me crazy, makes me smile, makes me sad, makes me think, makes me angry, then makes me crazy again.

Why do I let this one person be this person to me?

I am not the type to allow someone to be in my life like this. I have never had that role open for anyone, so I'm not sure why it is now. I know its definately not normal, but its something that I dont think needs questioning. Or does it?

Just not sure where it leads, and I dont deal well with uncertainty. Maybe thats what I need, a little uncertainty. Who knows.