my serious sunday

All in all, my day was pretty good today. I wasted most of my morning away with sleep (lazy sundays remember??). By the time I actually got outta my bedroom, it was noonish. Not too bad? So i go upstairs, theres three people here already. Apparently they were here all morning. I dont know. Anyways, I make my coffee. I spilled my coffee (of course). By doing this, my peoples immediately go to the- are u ok mode. So I get a little pissed off. Make them leave. Go back to my room. Get ready for my day. I go to the hospital, visit my mom, who was taken back there yesterday. Shes good. I ran into my doctor there. My bone specialist. Considering I had tests done a month ago, and havent heard anything, I used my best- go "f" yourself tone with him. He says to me...if they had found something that was worth worrying you over, you wouldve known by now. Seriously?? Now this is a doctor, who, probably has never had a patient like me, probably never seen a case like mine, telling me this. I wanted to hit him. I didnt, I behaved. My dad wouldve been so proud. Specialist. Nothing special about him. I leave, go home, work on my outline. My mind is completely blocked. By this time, Im frustrated, and want nothing to do with anything. For some reason, when I have days off, people tend to just get to me. But its whatever. Its Sunday. Im letting it be. I had a nice time out at dinner, with my brothers. Who of course, think they are god's gifts to the earth. But they are guys, they are allowed to be that way. It was fun. It was nice being able to be with them without having to think about what the rest of the world needed from me. All in all, my day was ok. It was a foggy kinda day. Those are nice to have sometimes. I get to go to bed tonight, not having to worry about anything. At least for the next 8 hours. Until then!