"I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day."

Sunday, July 29, 2012

"It just feels right..."

What am I going to do with him? Life, I couldnt live it without him. I couldnt imagine going to sleep without hearing his voice. Its almost like an addiction we both have for eachother, one that has been continual for a long time now. The only person I feel safe with, which- Ive been told that when you find that safety...you hold onto. Who would of thought the day he let go of that door- that we would be so much a part of one another? The ones to fall together? What fools we both are for not noticing before.

Until I know...I'm just gonna enjoy it, and have a little fun with him.

"It just feels right".


Dirty dishes


So, things may not have turned out much like I had planned...nor has this crazy beautiful path taken me in the direction I was headed...but at the end of the day- I'm still here.

Of all the bad things that have happened to me, all the scary nights I've had, the moments I was at my wits end with life...I have managed to still be here. Best of all, I have done it all by myself.

Life may sometimes knock you down. Time and time again it does this. There are so many lonely nights it dishes out. But each day, the one thing everyone tends to forget- IT GOES ON.

I refuse to let anyone or anything stop me. I will not give up.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Not so easy...

If theres one thing that I am completely horrible at, its forgiving someone. I dont know why, or how I dont possess this ability, or the ability to do it quickly, but I dont.

Nothing wrong with that sometimes, right?