Let's not do this...

No one ever told me things could be this way. No one warned me that life gets like this. I am quickly learning to put moments on hold. I am slowly learning how to deal with them. I am unwilling to learn that I've done this to myself.

Do I have to fall asleep...with roses in my hands...

I feel you everywhere. You are beside me, leaning against me, when I think no ones around. You are staring me in my eyes when cruel intentions come to mind. Your hand is in mine, when I feel I'm not strong enough to walk away. You kiss my cheek when my face burns with anger. Your head is on my shoulders, when I find myself unable to breathe. You are everywhere. Thank you for being there.