Wonder if I'll sleep tonight...

This is what I've always had in my life. This "together" safety net. I no longer have this, and let me tell you- its not at all what I expected it to be.

I have two days to get myself "together". To somehow take this mess of a person that I am, and turn it into something unbreakable. If I fail, my nonsense will arise all over again. If I succeed, I'm sure that same nonsense will still be brought about. Whats the point huh?

The point is- being able to say "I did it on my own".