"I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day."

Friday, February 9, 2018

See you when I see you


You need to stop pointing fingers. You need to get over things. You need to have respect. You need to learn to just let go. You need to stop. You make me so angry. You’re pushing me away. I don’t feel alone. The long drives help to clear my mind. I said I was sorry. I didnt mean the things I said. I want to be with you. I want us to be a family. You don’t listen. You’re not a listener. You never stop. Just leave me alone. I can’t talk to you. Talking to you is like talking to a broken record. There you go with your stupid clichés. You don’t make sense. This is why I get so angry. I want us to be together. Im fed up. I can’t be caged. You make me not want to try. It’s going to take a strong woman. I will give my best. I am the hardest working. I love those babies. I miss you more. It’s never going to be you. I’m tired of this. I don’t want this. Leave me the fuck alone. I love you.

This is what the words of a narcissist look like. 
This is not what love is.