"I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day."

Showing posts with label Sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sad. Show all posts

Friday, December 14, 2012

Do you want to listen to it?


Waiting for someone is hard. Eventually you get to the point of questioning. 
"Is it worth it"? 

At which time is it okay to let go of something you've been committed to for so long? Just when you think you are stuck in the ways of the world that surround you...something great comes along and makes you wonder why you wasted so much time standing on the sides of it. 

I don't know exactly where this will lead me, and I don't know where I want it to go just yet...but I do know that it makes me happy. That's what matters right? 

I've gone through so much nonsense this past year in my life, and I am a thousand times sure that it is not over just yet. With that said...I am ready to be happy again. I am not waiting around. I am not going to be the girl who sits in the corner...full of sadness...waiting for my turn. I will not.




Tuesday, December 6, 2011

My only goodbye.

You make me sad.

I wish I had the nerve or the confidence to say to you some of the things you should probably hear. I wish I wasnt so blind to the dark hole that you lead me to. I wish I wasnt so dependent on you being in my day. I wish you would leave my head and my thoughts and my mind. I wish I didnt love you.

Goodbye.