"I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day."

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Leave a world behind

How do I get myself into these situations?

At the end of my days, I think...I want out. I need out. Get me out.

This cannot be normal.

The bigger issue here...what brings me back to this each and every time? People say that things happen for reasons. I wish I knew those reasons. Sometimes I use that as an excuse to deal with it for just one more day. "Let's just go through one more day. It won't be so bad".

But then...tomorrow happens. With these tomorrow's, I find myself faced with the same question. How many times can one ask themselves the same question and give the same stupid questions?