If ever in my life I needed guidance, it's right now. I need ambition to do better, and to be better. I need confidence and assurance that things will all work out.

I miss my dad. If he were here, he would sit with me and tell me that everything's gonna be okay.

I want the person who sticks up for me, who makes me laugh, who makes me safe. I want the constant who loves me, who shares secrets with me, who holds me higher than anything else. Someone who will see my face when I am sad and remind me of the reasons why I should be happy. Someone who holds my hand and walks with me, regardless of who is watching. A best friend, a partner in crime. That's what I want.

I wish I didn't love you as much as I do. I wish you didn't allow yourself to be so much a part of my life. I wish you would have stayed away when I left the first time. Funny thing is, I wished for you and only you before.

It's scary to think that my only option here is to leave you. I wonder if you'll miss me once I'm gone.

Without you, my whole world feels empty.